evldedgrl

ok my membership runs up fo real on the 12th. and i'm choosing not to renew it. so unless i somehow get a free membership, i'm out. this site is kinda old news anyway.

i start at Savini's shool
FEBRUARY 04 2008 i couldve started the october course but i want some extra time to relish in New Hampshire and time to save up money....
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so i just woke up to my incubator tipped over onto the floor, wet vermiculite and collapsed eggs everywhere on the cold tiles. FUCK!! my fucking cats. one of the eggs must've hatched when i was sleeping sometime this morning and between 830 & 11 the cats must have noticed the dragon running around and went wild. it's just a foam cooler box with a...
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i got my nails done with the lovely scarlett yesterday for the first time. it's hard to type- i can't imagine how hard it's going to be to sculpt with these babies. they're cute though. it's alost february. february is going to be PACKED with fun. next monday we get a complete hair makeover at the spa. tuesday night we leave to drive all the...
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we ate 60 bucks worth of sushi, gyzao, and tigerseye last night. 60 bucks... thanksfully we had that gift card.
making some decent money on the ebay auctions. not too shabby. for my brithday next month we are taking a road trip to pennsylvania. i booked a nice hotel with an indoor pool, and have an appiontment set up to take a tour of tom...
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i'm not sure if any one out there is into McFarlane Toys, but i am selling some of my WAY TOO BIG collection because i am planning on selling my condo and can't take them all with me.

SO, if you are, check out these auctions!
*i was a CRAZY toy collector, i keep everything in great condition. i really wanted to keep them, but...
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oh dear, with these few days that i've had to myself i have managed to take out the equivilant to 8 hefty bags full of crap and stuff out of my lil 2 bedroom condo. some garbage, but most of it just stuff that i am never going to use. like a coffee bean grinder, i seldom drink coffee. 30 mugs? - i seldom drink...
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i don't understand; is the government reinstating the draft??? theire saying that they want to increase the marines by 5,000 and the army by 30,000. do we even have the means to do that??? man we're fucked.

things are finally happening.
i'm just sorry it got to this.
i'll update more tonight.
thanks for all that stuck by my side. i owe you one. a big one.

i just need to stick to my guns. stick through the threats, through the tears through the false promises. stay true to my decision, and help myself get better before focussing on others.
if i can do this, i can get through anything.
no more being afraid of hurting.
no more holding back.